I am currently listening to some of my water student's CD's.

i MUST admit some have good taste...

Others suck.. I also borrowed some of Amefuri's music.. At least I can think now..

Aliandor and the others are starting to feel the stress...

I am starting to feel myself loose more of my emotions everyday..

I don't know what it is but blood feels warm when running down your skin... It's acutally quite nice..

I don't have anyhting else to live for, this school can burn in hell.. Beleive me I tohught about setting it afire myself...

Ugh.. I wonder how deep I can go before I can't feel anyhting anymore... To start things off I need a bigger blade... oh well... I shall aquire one from Miboshi and Nuriko... ^~^

Alinador is an asshole...

He's making amistake by keeping the students here, he's so stupid! >.> If it hadn't of been for him I'd still have my son and husband!...

What am I saying.. it's my fault.. I guess I wasn't allowed to love...

Anyway I am preparing for my mediation class and figuring out how im going to hide these wounds...

Have a nice life everyone,

Professor Sara

Hello all,

As you would of guessed by my name  I'm a girl, and as of now I am a widow... Tis a sad fate when your husband says he'll be back from across the world and all you recieve is a note of condolence from a stupid govenment.

I've been spending all this time going throught multi-cultural red tape jsut to get what he had left to us (a house, yay, and pretty much a good sum of money..) But I don't care about that! I want him back...

I really have no idea what to do... He wanted his body creamted and his ashes spread over the rose garden so everytime my son or I would go out to the garden we would always have him close.. All I am doing is waiting for the snow to melt.

My son is doing horrid in school and is very rebelous... I told him everything would be all right and he said I'd end up marrying a looser and daddy would be very mad. I had a chuckle about that, he's only 6. He wants his dad to come back, as much as I do.

Well tea is whistling and Midnight the cat needs to go to the *whispers* v-e-t.

See you all later, and don't worry I am doing oaky now.. ^~^ Well ont really but to hte point I xcan smile while waking up in an empty bed..

Sincerely yours,

Sensei Sara